Grief. A reflection.
Grief I have so much Grief It just bubbles up The more I can't see it, the louder it becomes, like a pot of water on to boil, the energy overwhelmed my soul. So many blindspots that I can't keep track of, leaving me in a state of confusion. I wish it wasn't this way. I beg and pray for God, please any other way. For God. My emotions flood over me, hitting me like a tidalwave, flooding my soul, overwhelming my mind, finding it hard to make sense of the truth. Grief is more then loss. It's also about the things that should of been and could of been and all the hopes and dreams that become lost. In my grief I get lost in the I wish I wish it wasn't this way I wish it could be different I wish I didn't feel this I wish for it to be different I wish God could seen me, and didn't abandon me. God, please why, why is life this way? There's so much pain and suffering in our broken world. so much grief. Overwhelming. Longingly I try to wait. Try is all I ...